Aaaaaggggghhhhh, I wanna smoke !!!
Damn,
I quit smoking yesterday. Yesterday wasn’t bad, but today, well, lets put it mildly and say I’m really friggin’ cranky. On the verge of going postal at times. but I just take a deep breath and tell myself that person can’t help being the way they are (and any way they are is almost sure to be more then my patience at the moment) and it’s probably my perception that is off. And it passes. But damn it’s hard not to say something at times. OK, as a matter of fact, just typing this is making me crave a smoke, so I’m going to stop. Tomorrow I’ll find some cool links to post about people who are quitting and on the verge of being psychotic as a consequence, and also somehow still seeing the humor in it, K? Alright, night, methinks I’ll go upstairs and watch TV and try to not think about the fact there are probably some butts in a wastebasket somewhere in this house (yes, isn’t that gross, but that’s how bad this damn addiction is)…
