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01/10/2003: "Nicotine"

Welcome to weblog entry number 3,429 for the week... K, not really, but sometimes it feels that way.

What's been going on, ahh, nuthin' special. The news is I was this close, yup, that close, to quitting smoking. Have a couple boxes of them there nicotine patches, even quit for a couple days, then I modified the program a little... I was not smoking from when I awoke until I got home at night. So from maybe 6:30 or 7 I didn't smoke until usually 9 that night, it wasn't a bad idea, right ?

Then I say what the hell, why not have one or two in the morning with my coffee? Then while driving to work, then it's only a matter of saying- why not just smoke regularly? Well I did and I am.

I guess the main issue I have (hehe, with quitting that is) is am I doing it for the right reasons ? What are my motives, etc. And really, I don't think I'm coming from the right place at this moment in regards to said. And I can't help but agree with the quote I read once (and no, I'm not saying who the source was) along the lines of "the most interesting people at the dinner table are always smokers". Wow, I opened myself up for some serious negative feedback there I bet.

Damn, just started my day and my mind is fried, it's been one of those weeks at work. With that, let me get back to work. Tonight I'll be up half the night sanding and taping the second coat in the cottage, but I'll update here as I have some cool links and also want to just touch briefly on some international politics, alright?

back to work, have a good Friday-